Heyo.

Just came back from watching Bye Bye Birdie with my godmother (it was awesome).

Wanted to change the damn journal. It's been sitting there, on my profile, mocking me.

Besides all the usual emo bullshit that I hide from everyone, I am feeling rather awful. My hormones are dicking around with me in a BIG way. Don't know what the hell is going on in my own head. Do I like him/her. Do they like me back. Why the hell am I bitching at a primarily anonymous audience. Why am I bitching at an audience. Ugh.






I am so, so sorry. I didn't know. It's not stupid to use a comp to vent. I am so sorry.

Fuck.

-mackie

(this account is only being used for watching/faving etc. my art account is ~macadamiasnuts; please visit there to see anything new I put up)

Y HALO THAR

Um, yes, so after a very long two months or so pointedly not checking my account, I have managed to accumulate >4000 devs and >1500 journals. I was tempted to take the ages to look through them, but yeah, honestly? Not gonna happen.

I FEEL SO FREE.

Generally, life is good, fun, and wheelchair accessible. I have eaten about a pound of Niagara-on-the-Lake fudge in the last three days and it was all so worth the stomach pain.

Um, I'm sick again (O_O; ) with tonsillitis, no idea when I'm gonna get those little fuckers outta my damn throat >.>

In other news, I have been working a bunch on original character stuff. Even though I haven't updated his account in forever, I hope to eventually.

I want to force you all (who's even watching me that I don't know irl...? >.> ) to read and fall in love with The Less Than Epic Adventures of TJ and Amal, being by far one of the best things ever. Artist goes by *bigbigtruck here. Her stuff makes me so happy, seriously, she is my idol. Her art has influenced mine so much in the last little while, it's not even funny. She's also turned me on to the glory that is Elvis Perkins. Especially While You Were Sleeping, which is my new favourite song. And the band Elbow. aaaaaah so wonderfulll

Also, HI OMG

I'm going to go back to reading something now.

zs;dghvnj almost forgot the reason for this journal

i r can has alt account?

Will prolly post most of my new stuff up there, and my sexy things, and my digital things, and my KnB things...




ugh I am so lonely, fghsdjfsajdfhg

Take care of yourselves.

-mackie




PS I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME UPLOAD AN ICON FOR ~macadamiasnuts BECAUSE dA HATES ME

MERRY CHRISTMAS~! Um. Hi. :3

Yah. Late journal is late So yes. l haven't updated since... wow, October. Yeah. Ahahahahah um. Sooo, I'm +2 sketchbooks behind and l'm not going to bother with them. l think. I WANNA TALK ABOUT SOMETHlNG LESS WEIRD NOW OKAY

So.

For christmas, I got many good artsy things. I got a box of twelve sketchbooks from my parents (not counting the other two I got from friends and other relatives) so I'm pretty much set for the next age and a half Also they got me greyscale PRISMACOLORS. Holy shit. And then refused to tell me how much it cost =_=;;

AND BEST OF ALL

I GOT THE TABLET I'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR

HALLELUJAH LAWDY

i am so happy right now I could cry, I really could ;v;




Also on the two-and-a-half hour drive home, I listened to the Phoenix Quill Retrospective and cried. Especially to the last two songs on the first dics. And then Empty Chairs at Empty Tables had me bawling like a little baby, mmnnn aaah I'm tearing up just thinking about it

no more

MUST GO TO BED

thank you and good night

Neechan would just like to open up with an

OH GOD I'M SICK AGAIN THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THIS MONTH MY THROAT IS DYING

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=> ILLNESS, AND THE CONSEQUENCES THEREOF

I slept through first period today. Woke up at 9.30. MISSED A MATH TEST which I ended up doing at lunch and I probably booooommmbbeedd it like NUCLEAR SIZE BOMBS. auuuuuuugh my head it is killing me >.> I keep not being able to sleep and then waking up super-late and and and oh fuckit my head hurts to much to thiiiiiiiink.


=> ART

About that sketchdump I was gonna do before, I have the 1/2 of the 1 1/2 sketchbooks I need to scan done...


=> NUIT BLANCHE

Nuit Blanche was fantastically fantastic. I spent the night wandering around with friends, laying on the ground, and singing. While laying on the ground. Unfortunately said friends started getting high and my darling Mattsiedoodle's bf showed up [WHO BY THE WAY IS A CREEPY DRUG DEALER/PUSHER AND IS AGAIN SO SO CREEPY WHAT SHE SEES IN HIM I WILL NEVER KNOW] and he gave her E and then I skipped out on them due to me being extremely uncomfortable around drugs of any kind, promptly leaving all of my stuff at my friends house. When I got home there were muffins. Yum, muffins. :]


=> SCHOOL

I am falling back into the not-doing-homework routine again. Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit this is not good, but I can't bring myslef to change my own habits. Goddamnit I hate having hormonal shit and procrastination disease.


=> IN OTHER NEWS

- I am totally getting into reading the OCTs around dA now... started paying attention to Law of Talos, which is freakytastic and made of win. I am now watching over 200 people, most only for their incredible comics. [I've recently found that comics really are my favourite art form. Pictures and art and stuff are great and all, but I jump around inside my brain when I see a comic with PLOT and GOOD ART and GREAT CHARACTERS and I have a fangasm over really great ones~~~] And also = HOLY SHIIIIIIT AUGH THIS IS FABULOUS MY TWO FAVE ARTISTS (*Coelasquid, *BlindKnight) IN THE ENTIRE OCT ARE COMPETING IN THE FINAL ROUND AND THIS IS ACTUALLY SUCH A BIG DEAL TO ME OH GODDDDDD

- is awesome. We must talk sometime.

- I MISS YOU OTOUTO I KNOW IT'S ONLY BEEN WHAT EIGHT HOURS MAX BUT STILL

- Mimit needs to get a dA account.

- ...FLASHING LIGHTS ARE DISTRACTING DAMN YOUR ICON MIFANG DAMMIT ALL

- I should really be doing homework right now.

- It amuses me how much I make references to weird shit and then no one ever gets it. But not only that I have a strange reference to almost everything, seriously... and they're all really odd... Like whenever I hear Djibouti in my head it turns into Shipoopi from the Music Man.

- WOW SARCASM. THAT'S ORIGINAL.

- Om nom nom deelishus potato.










SIGNING OFF

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIT'S

CSV




OH OH OH PS
If anyone can help me out, I can't seem to upload an icon... I've been trying for weeks and it win't let me... >.>

OH OH OH PPS
DO I USE TOO MANY PLZ ICONS? I THINK I MIGHT USE TOO MANY PLZ ICONS

Heyo. What up, mah homie gees. Word.

Long time no update, ahaha... Well, life's been busy, and nee-chan's been very lazy. I offish have a sketchbook and a half to scan tonight (hopefully O_O; and I also want to eat pie. And I have about two hours to do this in. Oh noes.

In other news. I have a recently discovered hair-fetish, a new pair of boots that are too big for me (along with some lovely rainbow suspenders), and a total lust for Chad, Grimmjow, Ulquiorra, and Yoruichi. Hot damn they fine.

Shockingly, I am BORED. Why am I bored?! I have the internet, I should not be bored, dammit.

...Someone just knocked on my door. Whaaaaaaat.

Anyways. I am also writing, and stuff...



...



GAAAAAHH I can't think right now.

Will try not to sketchdump in a really massive way. Probably will not succeed. Need more tea.

Off to scan.



-CSV



PS THERE NEEDS TO BE SOME WAY TO USE PLZ ICONS ON LIKE FACEBOOK IT'S STARTING TO PISS ME OFF THE NUMBER OF MESSAGES I SEND WITH dA-CODE IN THEM GODDAMNIT.